Rainbow Skies

ENOUGH. :(

2009-10-27T17:12:00.006+08:00

yes. it will be over. Goodbye and I love you.
and it is really enough. Enough of pains, enough of hurts, anger, jealously, and most of all, enough of being STUPID. i gave you almost everything that i can give and you are not enough. You said I have the chance but it all became TRASH! I hope you're new girl and you won't last, I know I'm Bad, Mean, Selfish and whatever, But I think you deserve to be too. Just the way you did to me. I come to realize that I really need a Time Out for this Shit I'm doing.

BROKEN..

2009-10-23T17:28:00.002+08:00

my hands are shaking. i can't text and type fast! i don't know what to do. my hands are cold. my eyes is swollen. i can't take this pain. that's all i can say. :C
we have his deal. a Stupid F*cking DEAL! it;s about a picture. that will be send via MMS. the deal is, if HE LIKES the photo, they will be forever. And i won't bother them. And if he DOESN'T LIKE it, he will come back and love me again. Im so DAMN PATHETIC!!!
And now,

im a LOSER. :C

Finals Yeah!

2009-10-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

finally and at last. It's Finals Exams Next week, But we have 2 exams tomorrow, Which is our Chemistry Laboratory and Our Major Subject, Theoretical And Fundamentals in Nursing. So yeah, I didn't study yet, maybe later. LOL! 1 more thing is our Speech for Filipino tomorrow, I'm not excited or nervous.
Ok, I'm bored. Ciao!

Random Post. :D

2009-10-11T20:17:00.003+08:00

this flower remind me of something. err, I don't really remember. :/

well anyways, Final exams is so fast approaching. We will be spending only 2 weeks as BS-Nursing 1-7. Time really traveled so fast! haii.. Our sembreak is about 3weeks. and Yeah, Boring! :)) And on 2nd Semester, I will be living on a dormitory near the school, because I don't want to ride a jeepney again. And I met Jess. I think her mom is my Mom's friend relative, She is also a Nursing student in La Salle, and we will be joining at the same dorm. I met Jess on Tita Liway's Bday Party Last Night. And the part was so EFFIN UH-MAZING! I stayed near the speaker while they we're dancing. I love the beat and the speker on my back. I sang that time, and I can't even hear my own voice. That was so really LOVE!!. :)) this was the feeling!

SEPTEMBER 16, 2009 - MY NIGHTMARE. :(

2009-10-01T20:34:00.009+08:00

MY FIRST TIME. TO EXPERIENCE SUCH THINGS.

Never thought it could happen to me too. never did i imagined i would get involved with an accident like this. things really happen so fast. it was my destiny. God let it happened. so maybe i deserved it.

September 16, 2009. Wednesday. Just a Normal day for me. I wore that time my favorite Yellow Polo Shirt from Lee Pipes which my mom bought last December 2007. I went to school and when I arrive at De La Salle University - Dasma, I really felt that it was my unlucky day. Because i had a problem with my scientific paper that i needed to pass at 7am that day. I forgot it to save in my USB so Yeah, I panicked. But my mom help me and send it through my E-mail so, I was really happy that time, but my professor was so irritating. I admit that. I don't like her since the beginning of school. The class ended up at 10am. We ate lunch and went straight ahead to De La Salle Health Sciences Institute - it's near at the main campus but you still need to ride on a jeepney. It's the Institute that handles all Medical Courses like my course which is Nursing.

So we go there for the fitting of Jerseys. after that we go to Rachel's Crib to sleep for awhile. And it was so tiring. that time. We go back to DLSU - D for our Filipino classes at 2:30pm. So the classes went on, Yeah, so boring. It ended up at 5:00pm. My friends and I had a picture taking while walking towards the gate of our school. We go back to DLSHSI for the fitting of the Batch T-Shirts. because our Intramurals would be on October 1,2,3 2009. And after the fitting, I decided to go home because we have Loads of Homeworks to be submitted tomorrow (Thursday). So here, my Story has Started.

As i said before, i decided to went home, the time was around 5:30pm. I ride a jeepney that leads to WalterMart then i stop there and wait for a bus or a jeepney again. I saw a Bus first so i rode on it. On our way, When we are on GoodYear (it's a shop i think, related to cars), We stopped. Not because of Traffic, but the Bus I'm riding hit a red car. The red car had a big scratch on the right side mirror. We spend there up to 25 minutes because of their discussion about what happened. And that 25 minutes is important for me. I just noticed that i was almost wasting my time there sitting in the Bus so i decided to transfer another Bus because I have loads of homeworks. I go out of the Bus then transferred to a jeepney because all of the Bus' that passed are already full and i don't want to stand there because that place was still far from our home.

After i pay my fare, I put my hands on my face like I was so confused and thinking on how i would finish those Homeworks. Told yah that I am a Nursing student and it is hard for me to stay up late at night. So I grasp on the holder on the jeepney and I suddenly felt the LARGE FRONT GLASS of the jeepney finally BROKE and CRASHED into pieces and came towards the passengers inside the jeepney. I felt that I was just dreaming that time. but I was wrong. SO WRONG. and by that time, I felt that I was lying on a floor. Floor of the jeepney. Yes, we met an accident that time the front glass is broken and the jeepney hit the ACACIA TREE. Back when I was lying on the floor, I screamed "TULONG, TULONG PLEASE, HELP NAMAN PLEASE!! ANG SAKEET!! TULONG" ("HELP, HELP ME PLEASE, HELP ME PLEASE!! OUCH, IT HURTS!! HELP!!".) and I was crying. I saw an old lady on the sit of the jeepney. She was lying there too. FULL OF BLOOD in here face, and body. Good thing I was not unconscious that time. Then i felt someone was pulling me out of the jeepney. Then they put me on the grasses near the accident area and I can feel the pain all over my body. ALL MY BONES hurt. Some Aiders came and I was crying like Hell that time because of the PAIN. I told the people around there to call my mom. "PLEASE SI MAMA PAKI-TAWAG PO PLEASE KUYA!!! KAILANGAN KO SI MAMA PLEASE!!" (PLEASE CALL MY MOM PLEASE KUYA!!! I NEED MY MOM PLEASE!!"). They asked me the number of my MOM and i was like "0-9-1-9-*******". Yes, i told them then they called my MOM and i talked to her. "MA, PLEASE MAMA ANG SAKIT MA.. AAAAOUCH..!!" (MA, PLEASE MA, IT HURTS!!, AAAAOUCH..!!").

Then suddenly maybe around just 10-15 minutes my mom arrived in the accident area. She saw me FULL OF BLOOD in my right chest down to my waist. I heard them speak.

MOM: PAKIDALA NA SIYA SA HOSPITAL PLEASE! KUYA ANG DAMING DUGO!! AIDER: MA'AM HINDI PO NATIN SIYA PWEDENG GALAWIN KASI PO KADA SAGI' LANG PO SA KATAWAN NIYA, SUMISIGAW PO SIYA, HINDI PO PWEDENG GALAWIN KASI BAKA MAY BONE FRACTURE SIYA SA LIKOD. SA LAHAT PO NG TAO NA NANDITO, HINGIN KO PO ANG MGA PANYO NINYONG DALA O KAYA MGA T-SHIRTS KUNG MAARI, KAILANGAN MATALI NATIN NG MAAYOS.., KUYA PAHIRAM NG CAP MO ILALAGAY LANG NATIN SA LEEG.

(MOM: PLEASE WE NEED TO RUSH HER TO THE HOSPITAL, SHE'S FULL OF BLOOD. AIDER: MA'AM WE CAN'T MOVE HER BODY BECAUSE WITH JUST ONE TOUCH SHE'S SCREAMING BECAUSE OF THE PAIN WE DON'T KNOW YET IF SHE HAS A BONE FRACTURE ON HER BACK. TO ALL PEOPLE HERE, PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR HANKY'S OR YOUR SHIRTS TO TIE HER BODY.., KUYA MAY I BORROW YOUR CAP, WE WILL PUT IT TO HER NECK.)

And Yes I can feel everyone was carrying me. Not on a stretcher but on the sit of the jeepney that they get as the stretcher. They put the cap on my neck as a supporter. The shirts they used are tied on me to support my body. There was this one jeepney driver who volunteered to take me to the hospital because all of the other victims that is really injured was the first one that is rushed to the hospitals. There was no AMBULANCE that time. So my MOM's friend sat near the driver's seat in the jeepney and he was shouting like "HOY GUMILID KAYO EMERGENCY TO!!" ("HEY MAKE WAY THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!!"). And I can hear the Aiders "ANG SARAP I-DISCUSS NITO BUKAS! YES. MAY IRE-REPORT TAYO!!" ("YES! THIS IS GOOD TO DISCUSS TOMORROW! WE HAVE OUR REPORT!!"). I want to tell them like DUH?!?! You are all happy GRRRR! Okay, while on the jeepney again, And because we are rush, i can feel the pain everytime the jeepney moves. And we arrived on the Hospital KOREAN HOSPITAL at Trece Martires City. And they REJECT me on that Hospital because they are FULL. Because the other victims are already there. So we moved another Hospital MANUEL SANTIAGO HOSPITAL (FORMERLY MARK JAMES HOSPITAL). And they rush me to the Emergency Room. As they transfer me on the bed of the hospital, I screamed. I was so hurt. All over my body. My back, My bones, My buttocks, Everything.

It was around like 9-10pm. I was X-rayed many times like 5-7 from head to toe to check if i have a bone fracture. My mother cut my favorite yellow polo shirt and my pants even my underwear and bra. I was crying because of my Polo too. After the X-ray, we went back to the Emergency Room. Then the first result was i have a bone fracture in my right shoulder which is badly aching. When they saw the results, about the right shoulder fracture, they gave me a shoulder bandage. (The color blue thingy) they raised me like sitting down on the bed and i suddenly felt I can't breathe right. i told my MOM "MA, H-H-HIND-I A-AKO MA-KK-KAHI-NG-NGA-HH." And I'm catching my breathe at that time and my MOM told the doctor that I was almost color Yellowish and super Pale. My blood pressure turn to 60 over 40. Yes. Very Low. Then they gave me oxygen then the dextrose and I was confined.

TAGAYTAY. (;

2009-09-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

this was not my first time na pumunta ng tagaytay, actually galing kaming indang, cavite nun. may dinalaw lang, si Lola. :( RIP. ayun, pagkatapos naisipan dumaan ng tagaytay, then sobrang coooold! na halos mag fog na dun sa taal volcano. pumunta ng mahogany, dun sa tindahan ng baka na meat sobrang ewee ung smell. :X nagfood trip ako mag isa at kumain ng magic coated at lala, sarap, tpos nainggit ang mga kasama ko, ayun humingi! weehh (; joke lang!
nagenjoy talaga ako, kahit na ginabi na rin ng uwi, dami ngang gagawin eh! (; pero ok lang i need to start the week so right tomorrow!

Single

2009-09-13T09:51:00.002+08:00

Single, And Ready To Mingle..

rainy.

2009-09-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

di pa rin talaga ako makapaniwala hanggang ngayon. ANG LAKAS NG ULAAAAAAAN! :| at ang nakakainis pa eh may pasok kami! sana nga masuspend cause tinatamad talaga ako pagmaulan! eto p a isa, hindi ako mkaload dahil nga hindi ako makalabas dahil sa ulan, how mean was that! kaya eto nakakulong nanaman ako sa bahay. kainis! yung isa naman jan parang walang balak magtext! as in wala! :'( gabi na at hindi pa rin nagtetext, un ang mean!

BFF. <3

2009-09-07T21:30:00.007+08:00

this was a goodnight. :)) the rain is pouring so hard on our roof. haii. pero trip ko pumasok ng scholl bkas ng malakas ang ulan. kaya lang medyo haggard at baka ma'late ako, but it doesn't matter. well, kabado ako ngayon and i really don't know why. wala naman kaming gagawin bukas, why worry? ewan ko, napaka'weird ng feelings ko ngayon huh?

friend, pag nasaktan ka,iyak ka lang.nandito naman ako.peroTANDAAN mo,sa lugar na papatak ang luha mo,dun ko din ipapatak ang DUGO,ng taong nagpaiyak saiyo.

one of my co-officer had sent me that quote. it was meaningful :DD

©Coyrighted 2009 ekanmeiduelas.blogspot.com

NEW SKIN. :D

2009-09-07T16:25:00.001+08:00

new skin! whew!well now what should i write? okay, christmas is in the air! i can feel it because of the bagyo. hha. from september 5-7, we have no classes. weekend kse and nung monday is holiday. i stayed at home the whole day and nag net surfing lang. and nag text text with my schoolmates. di naman ako masyadong naboring pero it sucks! haha.

it been a while!

2009-09-05T15:45:00.004+08:00

yep! andtio nanaman ako. well, dami nang gagawin kasi Finals na namin. whoo. super busy na and it was like.? arggh,

haii...

MIDTERMS ARE OVER!!

2009-08-28T19:52:00.002+08:00

YESS!

midterms are finalyy over. but wait?! we still have 2 subjects pa pala. but it's okay, but it's not!! MAJOR pala ung isa. eeeehhhh!!

nokia5610. :'((

2009-08-28T19:43:00.002+08:00

i want to change my cellphone!! sobrang bulok na ehh. :'( kahit na magfa-5months pa alng. eh sa ayaw ko nito?! waaaaaaaa!! fuck. i've been craving for nokia 5610 xpress music since vacation! my father didn't buy me that cellphone because nagtitipid daw sabi ni mama! and it was like duh?! :'( may inayos kasi dito sa bahay eh.. nako naman. :'( i've planned to save money but how?! nagagasatos ko parin kasi sa foods. i want to cry.

it was my LUHO! :'( kahit dun lang masaya na ako. LIBRE MANGARAP okay!? i hope na bago matapos ang semester na to or kahit habang 2nd semester mag palit na ako nang cellphone. ayaw ko na talaga nito eh.. is that too much to ask?! Ambiscious eh?! hahah =)) i hope na makontrol ko sarili ko sa pagbili ng pagkain. hahah. dunlang naman lahat napupunta ang ipon ko eh. :'((

about the ice cream again! :((

2009-08-28T19:30:00.002+08:00

okay. :(( my brother had opened it last night and i was HURT! because i can't still eat that ice cream! :'(( and you know what?! he almost ate the half of it!! i promise, if i am now okay from this fucking cough, i'll buy my own! One gallon just for ME!! hahah selfish eh? not really, im just depressed. :D

been busy eh?

2009-08-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

*this was a late post SORRY!*

okay! so here i am! i didn't update for the past 2days.. even though last Wednesday we don't have any classes because we really don't have any classes every wednesday every examination [OKAY, it is not because of the NCAE!lmao. it's only for the Highschool!] honestly, i didn't have a review. i was so lazy. :)) i ate a lot of santol that days. YUM! it was so sweet and :)) i think i ate almost 10 santols?! ahaha. SORRY!.

sick. :'(

2009-08-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

now this is definitely awful! nkakairita na kase! exam ko ngaun na week for the midterms! panu ba naman ako makakapagaral?josko. ;'( sabagay one subject pa lang naman tomorow, but NO! :'( okay, it's MATH again okay?! it was supposed to be my favorite subject back when i was in grade4-6. but what the hell happened! now? i'm i really don't know what to do. i hope rachel was seryoso sa sinabi nia na "i will teach you na lang". ai wait, teach nga ba un? i guess it was tutulungan? yeah! whatever!

goodnight. :D

2009-08-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

so far i love this day because of this blogsite. ILY. :D i dont love him anymore. i will be a NEW me starting tomorrow. and i will start it without you! :P

i'm a black sheep.

2009-08-23T20:41:00.002+08:00

drama?! NO. :'(
i never felt that my mom loved me. not at all.
She cares but she dont loves m. There's a big difference.
and call myself as a BLACK SHEEP!

now i know :'(

2009-08-23T18:52:00.005+08:00

i don't love you any more!

so much hurt!!FCUK.

im getting bored! :((

2009-08-23T17:33:00.002+08:00

okay. im thinking about our midterms this WEEK. totally

THIS WEEK! and im not excited! im afraid to take math :((

i really dont know math okay?! im not that smart! :'(

FCUK! even if i have a tutorial this week, i cant make it.

yeah i suck at math!!

i hate math :((

survey. :D

2009-08-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

Grab From Trish : www.purplelover29.multiply.com

LAST.
01. Last thing you did: call someone on the phone.
02. Last Movie: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
03. Last Cry: last friday night. :'(
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: none. don't have a library card yet!
05. Last Movie Seen In Theatres: back on grade 5?! lmao~
06. Last Book Read: HP POA. :)
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: wth!!
08. Last Beverage Drank: water.
09. Last Food Consumed?: my lunch. hihih. :D
11. Last TV Show Watched: Your Song
12.Last Time Showered: 9am in the morning. Aga eh noh?! haha.
13. Last phone call: tintin. :D
15. Last Soda Drank: sobrang matagal na. nung 4h year pa ako. haha Pepsi. :))
16. Last Thing Written: template here in Blogspot!
17. Last Words Spoken: *cough* not a word ahahaha.
18. Last Annoyance: can't remember. :D

01. Piercings: ears.
02. Tattoos: henna only. last vacation.
03. Height: 5'6. tatangkad pa daw ako. ahaha. :))
04. Shoe size: ano ba?! hahaha barko ang paa ko. :D
05. Hair color: never pang nakulayan. haha
06. Eye color: brown.

L A S T . .
01. Movie you rented: none
3. Song you listened to: you belong with me.. :D
04. Song that was stuck in your head: faraway-nickleback. :D
05. Person that called you: tintin nga. ulit ulit. :DDD patola!

T R U E O R F A L S E . .
01. You have a crush on someone: true.
02. You wish you could live somewhere else: false. mahal ko na tong place nato!
03. Think about suicide: false.
04. You believe in a God: TRUE.
05. You want more Piercings: true. sa may tenga pa rin. :))
06. You drink/have been drunk: false. 0:)
07. You do/did drugs: FALSE.
08. You smoke/have smoked: false.
09. You like cleaning: false.
10. You like roller coasters: TRUE.
11. You write in cursive: FALSE.

F O R O R A G A I N S T ..
01. Long distance relationship: Against. :(
02. Teenage smoking: against!
03. Doing drugs: against!
04. Driving drunk: against!
06. Someone uses someone for their goodies: against!

H A V E Y O U ..
01. Ever cried over the opposite sex: yes.
02. Ever lied to someone: yea. >:)
03. Ever been in a fist fight: no. o:)
04. Ever been arrested: no!

N U M B E R
01. Of times you have been REALLY in love? 2 times :'((
02. Of times you have had your heart broken? count the stars!
03. Of hearts you have broken? idk. :)
04. Of different drugs taken? none.
05. Of people you consider your enemies? 2? hahaha.
06. Of scars on your body? twO..
07. Of things in your past that you regret? count the stars again!
08. Number of things your addicted to? four!

YOUR MULTIPLY..
1) Do you have over 100 friends?: yep!
2) Do you have pictures of yourself?: oo naman!
3) Do you get 1-3 comments every day? yes.
4) What does it mean?: ewan. haha :))

WOULD YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS:
2) Sleep in the same bed?: yes. :D
3) Rob a bank?: pag natripan, hahahah. JOKE. :DD
4) Team up together and kill someone?: OFCOURSE. hahaha :))

IN YOUR ROOM:
1) Do you have a wood floor or carpet?: wood floor.
2) Are your walls painted bright colors?: white. :(( i want to paint it red! or blue. :))
3) Do you have artwork hanging up on the walls? none.
4) Do you have clothes on the floor?: wala.
6) Do you have a hidden stash of candy somewhere?: maybe? hahaha
7) Do you have your own TV?: no
8) Do you have over 100 CDs?: yes!
9) Do you have a bunch of pictures of bands and celebrities?: no..

DO YOU:
1) Sing a solo?: everyday. :)
2) Take an hour-long shower?: YEAAH.
3) Smoke pot just to be cool?: no.
4) Spend all night on homework?: no. kinabukasan na lang pag pasok! hahah :))

DO YOU LIKE:
1) More than one person?: yes.
2) Daisies?: no.
3) To paint your fingernails? sometimes. bawal na kase eh.!
4) Music?: yes.
5) Black raspberry ice cream? never tried it.
6) The beach?: yeah!
7) Cats? basta katulad ni crookshanks! :D

NOW
Is your hair up?: lugay xa pre. :DD
Is your phone right beside you? yap. :D
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: yea. :| :(
Are you cold?: HOT. dispenser ba to?! hahaha
Are you excited? no.
Are you watching T.V.? mamaya. :D
Recently done anything you regret?: many times. :|
Ever trip over your own feet?: yap.

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: not yet.

THIS WEEK
Have any plans?: oo. mag aral para sa midterms!
Have you yelled at someone?: yap.
Have you cried?: last friday.
Have you called more than 3 people?: nope.

RANDOM
1. First thing you did this morning?: dumilat. :)
2. Do you consider yourself good looking?: no. :)
3. Do you have a crush? si LeeMinHo! :))))))))
4. What's something you look forward to in the next six weeks: makapasa ng finals!!
5. What's annoying you right now?: my Fone and my Camera! Bulok && Sira na!

2009-08-23T14:21:00.003+08:00

tong tatlong araw na nakalipas ay sobrang boring! ang sakit pa ng lalamunan ko. badtrip talaga. haii. what to do.?! bukas may quiz sa thoretical fundation in nursing practice. at di pa ako nagrereview dahil tinatamad ako. wala ako sa mood mag aral dahil nga masakit ang lalamunan ko. tapos eto talaga ang worst. yung ice cream sa ref namin ay di ko makain kase nga inuubo ako. :(( grabe almost one week na akong nagkecrave sa ice cream na yun. tapos di ko pa rin nakakain. haii.

2009-08-23T14:12:00.003+08:00

picture perfect fading smile ar all that's left inside. :((

i love that line. from the song Cat And Mouse. it's a great song! promise. Way back when i was still a fourth year highschool student. i defintely remember those times when i hear this song. :((

Little Girl is A New User. :))

2009-08-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

hello blogspot world! :D okay.. hmm. I'm a new user here. Well actually i have another blogsite which is so boring!

because they only post pictures there. But hey! i love those pictures they are posting! :D because it's so beautiful and nice. i just got bored there because my tumblarity goes down without knowing the real reason! fuck them! bahahaah. :D i try my very best to post here everyday since it's our midterm exam, well i cant use my laptop because i'll be busy studying, but i can just update it. :D